The ‘Secret’

The title of this post shouldn’t wonder you as it is expected that one day I would explain the name of my blog. Though I didn’t spent much time choosing the name I didn’t choose the title ‘Secret Little Paradise’ with that little care. Or did I already explained this in a previous post? I can’t remember and as I don’t feel like scrolling back to my previous posts I’ll just keep continuing this boring monologue about something that I already know, you probably don’t even care about and it just takes me a lot of time and effort to explain. So why am I doing this anyway? To waste some time? Yes, let’s just keep it at that.

I can’t focus at all. What was it that I wanted to explain again? I wanted to explain myself? Or something. Eh yeah the title, was it?
Secret; Because that’s the way I am. I can’t open up to people very well and I’m quite good at hiding the truth if I want to. Instead of trying to pretend that I do want to open up and be less secretive I think sometimes it’s just better to face the truth and accept how I am. How I want to be is a whole different thing and that process is also established in here. In secret that is.
Little; Because I’m trying to be modest.
Paradise; The word says it all. Or no, it doesn’t not at all, it’s just that I’m not in the mood anymore to explain myself any further. Why did I start this post anyway? I’m so lazy, it’s ridiculous. About a second ago my whole mind was filled with theories about secrets and my whole lifestyle and what not, but what is this now? Ha, the moment I’m asking myself ‘why can’t I just type what I’m thinking’ the answer already pops up in my mind. It’s because there’s no advantage to it. Not for me no, because I’d be only typing what I already know and well, perhaps for my ‘readers’? But honestly, would any of you be interested in my blab-story? I don’t actually think so. It’s boring, really.
Since the point of this whole blog is ‘For Me’, I’ll end this post here since ‘For Me’ this is just no use.

Selfish? Just let me be.